tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25030569.post6086527492268811358..comments2023-09-10T07:33:40.260-07:00Comments on Married to an Addict: Sorry.A.N.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10895214106779855938noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25030569.post-1407426128605627102009-06-25T08:03:18.533-07:002009-06-25T08:03:18.533-07:00I know exactly how u feel. As a matter of fact I ...I know exactly how u feel. As a matter of fact I had to make sure that you and I aren't the same person. LOL. My husband is an addict. He has been sober for a shorter period of time than your husband, but for him it is a long time. As a matter of fact he had gotten so much better until YESTERDAY. Can you believe it? For the last few days I've noticed that he looked guilty or something but I didn't want to accuse him if I didn't really know. I was almost certain just by looking at him that he was using again. I finally told him that I felt like he was using again and he denied it. Yesterday was pay day for him. He usually calls me so I could come pick up the money because we agreed that he can't manage money. Anyway, he didn't call me at all yesterday and finally he came home smelling like burned rubber and broke. He didn't even have a penny. <br />I know how you feel when you say you feel numb. I feel numb too. It's like for women to enjoy men, they have to had treated us right. It's more emotional for us. Well at least to me. I can't open up to him because he's killing himself softly. I am so hurt. I want to hug him because I feel sorry for him. But I don't want him to think it's ok. I just want to give up on this "marriage." But I have faith that God will make a way.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04083750517141827330noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25030569.post-81752740862684178772008-09-21T07:01:00.000-07:002008-09-21T07:01:00.000-07:00I really hope that things can get and stay well. M...I really hope that things can get and stay well. Maybe just maybe we all can have a normal life.Susie Qhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06998970189683246821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25030569.post-78308629229320857532008-05-26T20:05:00.000-07:002008-05-26T20:05:00.000-07:00Do you feel jinxed if you come here to write? If s...Do you feel jinxed if you come here to write? If so, then do what works for you.Rachelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15815741213837814384noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25030569.post-30177821146984881192008-05-20T10:19:00.000-07:002008-05-20T10:19:00.000-07:00I sure hope he stays clean. I too know exactly wh...I sure hope he stays clean. I too know exactly what you mean when you say "his eyes looked funny but he acted normal" - aren't we queer for noticing that stuff?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25030569.post-41980317657285760062008-05-18T22:33:00.000-07:002008-05-18T22:33:00.000-07:00Yay, you're back! We missed you.Yay, you're back! We missed you.Mary P Jones (MPJ)https://www.blogger.com/profile/10251787926841410344noreply@blogger.com